i know you watch the news
this weekend i played skee-ball in a bar. a new jan svankmajer film is out. tommorrow night i might go to a chinese food restuarant that serves unlimited free wine. sometimes i really enjoy life. but i've become so neurotic about the future that getting an internship is just another reason to worry. i'm not looking forward to graduating.
something else i can't help worrying about. lately i feel like i'm being forced out of my own hometown. or at least, forced to either leave or give up my high standards for other people who live around me.
the connecticut primary is tommorrow. that may not interest anyone else, but it's sort of defined my work life for the past month. i don't know what i will do when it's over.